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***Disclaimer: I started this post last week in a hormone induced craze (aka on my period) but it really sums up how I feel right now.***
When did you have your life “figured out”?
I say “figured out” very loosely because I’m pretty sure we will never “figure out” life.
I’m at that place where I’m about to turn 30 but I still feel like I just graduated college and I’m footloose and fancy free.
Truth is I’m not.
I have real bills that include a mortgage.
I’m in bed by 930pm most nights.
I have a real job.
I have responsibility.
I feel like I do everything right…pay my bills, make time for fun, call my family on a regular basis, blah blah blah. But sometimes I wonder when am I going to really grow up?
I am terrible at saving money and I feel like at almost 30 I should be good at that. I should have a good amount in my savings account and the fact is I don’t. I make really good money but I’m also really good at spending it.
I always thought that by almost 30 I would be married and have kids. We all know that didn’t happen but that’s a totally different subject.
I feel like I should have this whole eating right and working out thing under control and take better care of myself but I don’t.
I feel like at this point in my life I should have everything figured out and I don’t and that’s FREAKING my little OCD heart out.
Anyone else ever feel like this??